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Fri Aug 10, 2007, 7:24 PM

Mood: Rage
Listening to: B.Y.O.B - System of a Down
Reading: Eclipse - Stephenie Meyer
Watching: nothing. i'm buring myself deep in my misery.
Playing: NOTHING!
Eating: NOTHING!!!!
Drinking: raspberry chocolate frapuccino [starbuck's]

bleh. i'm SOOOOO mad. you know that feeling that you rarely get, when all of a sudden you just have to draw or write or do something to get it out of your system? well yeah. it happens so rarely for me but when it does i make super sad and long poems that i know i'll really really treasure. last time it happened? two pages of poetry and what happened to it? it disappeared. and until now, whenever i think about it i get pissed off really easily. and guess what? i just got the feeling again today. i was already forming lines in my head. and BOOM! this annoying girl started making elephant noises and talk about hot fuzz and 300. JUUUUUST PERFECT. some fucking distraction. and guess what? the poem...just completely blew up in my head. i feel like screaming into my pillow right now. and i have one REALLY strong urge to strangle someone.
FUCK!

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~botcherby Aug 11, 2007, 3:30:50 AM

bad day huh? are you at camp now?

~dekilndekumel Aug 11, 2007, 7:38:38 AM

hahaa naah camp was over last week. apart from the food, it was actually really great except for the last part. as usual, we had a dance on the last night and everything just basically went down from there. blehh. everyone like to tell me about their feelings and secrets because they know i wouldn't say anything but when it involves your close friends and they ask you about you feel really bad not telling them about it...:'[ ppl were getting hurt like everywhere. you can see it even though they dont say anything...
okay. whatever. thats past. and last night's bad mood...will be gone soon too =]
just smile and pretend to be happy and eventually you'll feel better anyway

~botcherby Aug 11, 2007, 8:11:34 AM

smile and the world smiles with you... tis a good quote from an awesome film... OLDBOY! lol hav u ever watched that?

~dekilndekumel Aug 11, 2007, 1:44:43 PM

is it the korean movie? no i haven't watched it...but i've heard about it...it was suggested when we had a movie party last week...although it lost to hot fuzz and disturbia. i might just watch it the next time i go there..it sounds good

~botcherby Aug 11, 2007, 3:46:10 PM

yes its the korean movie... so awesome go and watch it! your old enough now

~dekilndekumel Aug 12, 2007, 7:22:39 AM

what d'ya mean i'm old enough now??
xD

~botcherby Aug 12, 2007, 1:11:20 PM

lol was oldboy not a 15?? if its an 18 i guess u aren't old enough yet

i forget about ratings nowadays... ahhh its so cool

but i better not go to america... i'll feel too young again... no alcohol

~dekilndekumel Aug 13, 2007, 9:56:42 AM

hahaaa but i mean, it's easy to get them anyway.
and oooooooh i'm so desperate for a good movie...but at least superbad's coming out soon i guess. it does look interesting ;D

have you watched rush hour 3? bourne ultimatum? blehh stardust didn't look so interesting, but i might just see it anyway...
aaah can't wait until balls of fury comes out
xDDD

~botcherby Aug 13, 2007, 11:34:40 AM

omg i saw the trailer for superbad, when i went to see the simpsons movie... what the fuck, that film looks so awesome!!!

damn, i ain't watched rush hour 3 yet... but i may do so sometime this week, i have a friend round from czeh republic for the week, so i must entertain